.... and it has been more than a year since you took the first step into my territory and claimed it to be yours. It has been more than a year when I stared at someone's smile and felt blessed myself. It has been more than a year since this silly little story started. But now i can sense the feeling of end, everything is changing. The dream home we built and each brick of it are slowly breaking down. Spring is changing into winter.

I had never thought things would turn out this way but after all they did.

You are leaving me hanging and I am not being able to get my mind over it. Have you realized how hard it is for me? How can I even think of giving you up when you light up my world like nobody else? How can I ever live without someone with whom i dreamt of living an eternity? I don't say it is impossible but it is going to be very tough and you know that. May be I have no other choice than to accept the truth now. I remember you said you will always wish for my happiness so i promise you one thing today;

one day i will stop clinging onto you , one day i will get over everything, one day i will be fine, one day the memories will not made me cry anymore, one day my spring will return. May be not today, may be not tomorrow, but someday, somewhere, I will wake up with the new sunshine, the new sunshine of my heart, the new sunshine of my soul. 

One day the pain will end, one day everything will be alright, one day I will heal.