Dear One Direction,

I am rarely a fan of music band but you have my deep and only love. When I first listened you, I found myself in it, a imperfect boy trying to be perfect. You gave me a lap when I was hollow. I remember the night when I was wrapped with overthinking, anxiety and depression. There, you took me to another world with lots of love for myself. That angelic voice of Louis, emotion of Harry, high note of Zayn, weight of Liam and sweetness of Niall's voice are drugs, they are literally drugs. They say your songs are only for girls but for me there are always some secret love for me. You taught me it's okay to be crazy, it's okay to be immature a little bit and it's okay to do what you want. You taught me to enjoy the life through "Live while you're young" , to love through "Perfect", to rise from failures through "History", to learn from mistakes through "Story of my life" and about power of love through "Drag me down". I may be a late directioner but I know I'll stay here as long as this fandom remains.  

When you said you're gonna take a year long break, I had not thought that a year would be this long. But whatever, I am obsessed with you and I know this obsession will last for lifetime. Yeah, it hurts about the split up of "One Direction" to "Five directions" but you'll always have a special place in my heart, a special place in my life. 

I don't know what time will bring, sometime it suprises, Even if you plan a small reunion someday and not a great comeback, it's still okay. I promise, I'll support you like before, this is not the end, I'll always remain a directioner


, I promise. 

And at last but not the least whatever happens, I'll be waiting for the day when I can hear,

 "Hello, we are One Direction and we're officially back." 

       __You and me got a whole lot of history. Happy 12th anniversary❤.__

From one whom you love,

@sameerparajuli

 #12YearsOf1D